SAD PAIN

A few months ago, the Universe decided to put me in a test that changed my life completely... I remember waking up one day, and all I did was blink repeatedly and tiredly, as I start adjusting to the insufferable brightness of the room. I also began to somewhat wake up in an unfamiliar place, I was honestly confuse and scared at the same time as I looked around and suddenly I felt pressure on my right arm and saw a bunch of needles stuck on it and I could hear beeps all around me

"Where am I? What happened? Why is there so many wires connected to me?" I thought to myself

I then look to my left to see a huge circular window, still confuse as to what happened to me.

Then a couple days later the doctor came and told me what happened. I was shock to hear that such a tragic incident happened to me and my friends. I could never imagined that I would be in this situation at all, but as many people say everything happens for a reason, either for experience or a lesson.

Honestly sometimes I would find myself thinking of what had happen as I don't remember much at all... And every time the nurses would come into my room they would ask me where I am, why am I in the hospital, what day of the week is it, etc... One time they told me where the accident happened and suddenly I would have mini flashbacks of that tragic day... The last thing I remember were the screams and trees surrounding us... Once I got my phone back, I immediately went to my gallery as I remember taking a picture of where we went. Again the flashes started and screams ringing in my ears... My heart would start beating fast and sweat beads would start forming on my forehead...

I had no choice but to face the darkness... At night when everyone is falling a sleep, I sit alone, still awake holding onto a day that has passed... When my mind goes crazy, I try to fight against it... I prayed with all my soul that this sad pain can fly away... But darkness still finds and fills my heart, I try so hard to run away but I must accept sadness as my world.